My Golden Chapter
Hey lovers, it's been a minute. I've had so many of you reach out wanting to know how I'm doing after getting booted out of massage school, and the truth is I am doing GREAT. I sat in the pain of my failed plan for a couple of days, then let that shit go. I'm back to work at the studio (never stopped, lol) loving on my clients and doing God's work. I went and saw my spiritual coach, and she said, "Nikki, seriously? You seriously wanted to take a "normal" route to your destination? Those people hate people like us! You went in the fire and yo ass got burned." True, true. I honestly don't know what the fuck I was thinking. But here we are. Thank you all for the kind words, I have such sincere gratitude for my clients. You all are what keep me going, you all are my community and I appreciate each of you so much.
As we know rejection is redirection, and I'm already starting to see what's in store for me next! I've had some key players drop in at this point of my journey showing me a few things. One of them being my dire need to step out of my masculine and into my feminine energy. My masculine energy has gotten me far, it's gotten many strong, resiliant women far. But what I've found after reflecting on my life, and ways of being over the last couple of years is I've been feeling the need to prove myself in a very loud, bold, and boisterous way. I needed people to HEAR ME! I've been in my masculine bag building my business, and making sure shit runs smooth. I've been in my masculine having a lot of mechanical, MEANINGLESS sex, ya know fucking for a nut. I've been GIVING A LOT OF ME, without feeling my cup back up. It's about time I let my masculine rest a bit. I'm tired of proving. I'm tired of showing up as this angry, sex-loving creature who thinks nobody understands her. I know who I am, and everyone that supports me does too. I've built my community, I've gotten people to listen to me, now it's time for Mr. Mascuiline to take a back seat so Mrs. Feminine can come forward!
Mrs. Feminine is sexy and ready to receive. She knows what she wants, and she's not afraid to ask for it. She attracts partners that give to her willingly, and worship her temple effortlessly. Mrs. Feminine speaks softly, and gently because she's sure of herself. She knows what she deserves. I'm excited about Mrs. Feminine coming forward because she's needed to take me the next level. I'm ready to surrender, take a back seat, and allow the Universe to lead me. I'm ready to let go yawll. It's time to play in the BIG ARENA.
Thank you for all of your support. It's not the destination that's rewarding it's the journey yawll.
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